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Before, i had memorable thing in my life , now i want to share how i live with my memory not in my memory, I just look up some photos in my harddisk, and i found some pictures of my old days and some words and phrases,
I feel missing somebody, but i try to live with it, i just let them be, i just pray for their happiness, and i wish i can come back to that time and one picture remind me about i had study with somebody, i felt missed that memory, now i am helpless because i did not have any partner to study but i try to study and now it is little bit different, hurrmmmm just forget it..Then, i found some words, that words remind me everything, i feel alive, that card i put it on my desk and see it everyday and pray for my happiness and when i miss them, i just see that card, a beautiful card, handmade by somebody
But, I always pray to ALLAH that He will give me a strength and become strong everyday, because life is not easy to handle and to follow but it will become easy when we depend to ALLAH s.w.t, I like to express this word
"Today ALLAH s.w.t give me a cry but someday ALLAH s.w.t will give me a smile"
this word is so meaning to me since i had some problem, this word always keep me smile everyday because i do not let my problem control me but let me control it. Everyday, i just keep my memory in my mind and in my prayer, because that memory so meaning to me, i cannot let it go unless ALLAH s.w.t want it. Even though i am very helpless now but i force myself to be strong, i know this year is very sad for me but life must go on,I will do everything i must do, i hope ALLAH s.w.t will give me the best in my life.
~ALLAHAMDULILLAH~
Salam,
ReplyDeleteI don't know why I'm addicted to this blog. Sometimes what you've written really attract me to read every inch of your writing item.
Yes, the old days are always be remembered. Long lost friend, the gang that you've been before.....For me, I miss my gang so much, A.I.Z.A.N.I.Y.A. When times eaten all the memories, it seems like a vivid dream. It is hard to leave the memories especially with Fida, Mizz Sara, Emmet, Waalique, little Yuni, Afzal......In my age right now, work and love are much important. It is not easy to leave my gang.....So, please don't wipe away all the memories with your friend from the past.Allah knows everything.......
tq azam, just become followeers..haha, i write this blog because i dont know how to tell my true prob to my friends and somebody, my friends and somebody only know about the surface not the deep bout my problem, so this blog become my 2nd diary, i hope too, i come back to oldskool memory, i wish i could be with my late friend, shirazi,
ReplyDeleteYuni told me about arwah....I know what u have felt cause I've felt it before....this is a cute blog though......Azam, don't state my name here....
ReplyDeleteKorang nie wat malu aku jer, smpai ati....
ReplyDeletetq, yes, i could not say a word when i heard about him, welcome wallique aizaniya
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