Before, i had memorable thing in my life , now i want to share how i live with my memory not in my memory, I just look up some photos in my harddisk, and i found some pictures of my old days and some words and phrases,
I feel missing somebody, but i try to live with it, i just let them be, i just pray for their happiness, and i wish i can come back to that time and one picture remind me about i had study with somebody, i felt missed that memory, now i am helpless because i did not have any partner to study but i try to study and now it is little bit different, hurrmmmm just forget it..
Then, i found some words, that words remind me everything, i feel alive, that card i put it on my desk and see it everyday and pray for my happiness and when i miss them, i just see that card, a beautiful card, handmade by somebody
But, I always pray to ALLAH that He will give me a strength and become strong everyday, because life is not easy to handle and to follow but it will become easy when we depend to ALLAH s.w.t, I like to express this word
"Today ALLAH s.w.t give me a cry but someday ALLAH s.w.t will give me a smile"
this word is so meaning to me since i had some problem, this word always keep me smile everyday because i do not let my problem control me but let me control it. Everyday, i just keep my memory in my mind and in my prayer, because that memory so meaning to me, i cannot let it go unless ALLAH s.w.t want it. Even though i am very helpless now but i force myself to be strong, i know this year is very sad for me but life must go on,
I will do everything i must do, i hope ALLAH s.w.t will give me the best in my life.